sol‧stice /ˈsɒlstɪs, ˈsoʊl-/
–noun
1. Astronomy.
a. either of the two times a year when the sun is at its greatest distance from the celestial equator: about June 21, when the sun reaches its northernmost point on the celestial sphere, or about December 22, when it reaches its southernmost point.
b. either of the two points in the ecliptic farthest from the equator.
2. a furthest or culminating point; a turning point.
Out of tomorrow The prince of contentment eats my fingers With the conviction grown from the earth Where I used to water my insecurity
Perfectly evened out In the yellow sheets that offered us solace We lay to wait each other’s ending And the beginning we seldom transpire
Yet one more day When everything’s changed from ruin to castle While I breathe quietly over your expectant body And my fingerless hands search for your bosom
Why have I failed? With the corner of my mouth I breathe out strength to ugly butterflies – You are not alone.
I don’t care how fat I get Or if the sweat dripping down my face Will ever be washed with love Like rotten wood waiting to burn out Shamefully into eternity.
That’s the only way to reach eternity.
I forgot the location Of my secret drawer Where I used to keep all the leitmotivs Of a premature castration of the mind.
So if everybody leaves me It makes no difference. Unchanged, unnamed, I spill over Into overrated satisfaction And unfounded confidence Just like every time.